You were special to Mommy. You grew well in my womb for 20 weeks, together with your twin sister Ashley. You must have known the pregnancy wasn't going to progress well so you sacrificed yourself to give her a fighting chance. When the monitors picked up the fetal distress signs that your heart has stopped beating, mine stopped too. I am sorry Joash I couldn't protect you...the docs couldn't protect you and Daddy couldn't protect you. Not one day passed without this unspoken sorrow in my heart whenever I think of you, the trauma you have endured in the last minutes before you were gone...As you turn 7, we weep and ask God to tell you that we love you.
Happy Birthday Joash. How I wish I can give you a hug.....
Always in our hearts,
Mommy
